Fail

I havn't written in this journal for a bit. There was an feild excersize with the reserves this weekend but I didn't feel like going much.
at basic military training we were told it is a war crime to put an x in the end of your rounds to make them shatter because it is inhumane or whatever, but then we were told it is better to injure someone and not kill them. one of my roomates there called his mother and she got upset when he told her that we were issued real weapons. the first day we were there the other roomate said he was told at his unit they didn't actually yell at you.
I was getting a drive somewhere once with a doctor in his sports car and he said he thought people who are rich like bill gates and that should help the starving and poor in the world. seems like everyone expects someone who is richer should do something about poverty.
it is my father's birthday today.
I hope I'm not married or own a house or any of that for a long time.