Fail

today i did some work at my church moved a whole lot of stuff off of the stage from amplifiers to a zilgian cymbol. Today went half swell i bought some licorice. I work thursday, but not doing the nifty thing. I think i will head into the city to drop off a resume, maybe. i think i pretend to be depressed once in a while, maybe its just a slight lack of energy or an inability or uncertainty of what to do. the answer to the question lies waiting in tomorow's adventure's. no i don't expect a bright flash of light or to fall flat on my face in the snow. if those things do happen it will be sunrise then me slipping on ice or icy covered snow. time to be courageous and jump from the bridge onto the train. ( in a figuritive sense that is)who knows maybe that train ride would be fun who knows end up in montreal or something. i will half to take some week for a crazy adventure. somethin new fresh, somethin that makes me feel like i do after i put on some clothes after i washed the laundry. figures are just toys or numbers, ther the random thinkins of me.