Fail

today was my second day at the value village. i basically just wander around the store right now. today at school i layed in a bed and a nurse practiced making it while i was in it. (i guess that is something they have to learn how to do.) ahh, it was cool. there was a thing in the bed called a soaker, in case i messed myself. I thought about peeing the bed to make it more realistic, but i still had afternoon classes. Right now it is almost midnight and i feel like running around outside, soaking back some somewhat fresh air. but instead i will go stand on the deck.
a while ago these two guys were playing hacky sack and i tried to join in but they were a whole lot better than me.
Being able to not care about something can be a hard lesson learned. Sometimes we start out thinking something is important but then it turns out not important. Maybe that's why puberty is such a sucky part of life, we havn't figured out what we shouldn't care about. uhh.. puberty.. its a funny word. i remeber when we first learned about puberty in school and the teacher said it like a poo sound instead of pew. like pooberty. we made fun of him. yah all my posts are late because this is always busted. i'm going to go on the deck now.