Fail

I go to school to learn. I forget everyday, and i daydream or am half asleep. I am luck to know twentyfive percent of what i am taught an probably won't remember that. Neutral is a mindset not just a gear. Everyday is an adventure i dream more during the day then while i sleep, maybe i never do sleep. I can't even remember what i was trying to convey, of course there is always tommorow to try again. How can i ever understand whats important if i dont even understand where i am an whats going on ? Today,is air , vapour.... thoughts not put on paper but lost in the cracks and corners of my brain. someday something should make sense, but for now i will go outside for fresh new air from the plants. If i ever forget to breath i hope i remember quickly.