Fail

Today is yesterday now. I really want to get that bike out but the rain hindered it today. If its bright i think I might have to consider riding my shinny red bike. down the dull grey road. I will have to bring it in the school so some punk with a brain full of peanuts an pop doesn't take the air out of my tires or vandilize it in some capacity. Why are people so destructive. It must be anger that needs to be released. I think the best way to relieve anger is by running or doin something physically exerting that drains you completely and allows you to sit down and relax afterwards with out you arm twiching to beat the living daylights out of and object or person. Anger needs to be channelled into constructive energy. Sometimes yelling is not even acceptable practice. Even though it is not sometimes it comes out after it builds up. Those that experience the wrath , should accept it willing or run for their life. Some times you are just unable to hold the tension. As much as you can love everyone you can't enjoy people that just don't know how to behave humane.
Here is an exert of a conversation i had tonite i was thinkin a lot as i wrote it i guess// i am going to try to know get to know a person that has morals and standards already set // i willing admit that i do not want commitment // I don't have the time to invest //I need more thought and consideration//
/Education Employment and Establishment are a fore thought //you can't expect to take care of a family without an income //and you can't have a good income without a good job/
/and good education leads to a successful job //so once established you know longer live in a *$#@!y apartment //You leave your independence for //a lifelong committment to someone significant to yourself //and have children as a symbol and success of your relationship //ACC: looks like ya got 'er all planned out //me again:knowing the plan is not the plan fullfilled , and is only one step of the way //knowlege is good but wisdom is necessary to remember to carry it out //i am talking mainly to myself in thought //it helps to say your thoughts or so it feels/

I dont know if i was thinking acurately or not but it helps to get thought down on paper especially when you go back and read it.