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i killed my first mosquito yesterday. is this a sign of spring? isn't it weird how someone will put up with something and just laugh it off so not to make a scene or get into an argument. i think if someone says something to offend you speak your mind. maybe they will think your a big grump, oh well they will get the message. but what am i saying, i put up with lots of crap. i guess there is a balance. who knows what the future holds.. isn't that the way. ever think about how your life would be different if something had been different. like maybe the choice of college or a girlfriend/boyfriend, if those things were different what your life might be like now. think back to a major event in your life or some circumstance that if it was different, what your life may be like now. would it be better, worse? who really knows eh. think of the possibilities though. okay now think about how your life might be different if you had made a big step you once wanted to make but you were too scared. maybe asking a real nice girl out or taking the vacation you wanted. i dont know but think of what might have happened. exciting huh. but then maybe something would have gone wrong, maybe your boring old life turned out okay after all, things could be worse. things could have probably been better, but they could have always been worse. bed time