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well work is getting pretty boring i spend most of my day just spaced out staring off.  it's a long weekend coming up, im not sure if i have much to do but im definately going to get some chinese food.  tonight when i was down on the boardwalk i started thinking about how i am too reserved and never do anything on a gut feeling or anything spontanious, maybe i will find something spontanious to do this weekend.

i live in a dreamworld thinking about what could be or should be instead of focusing on what life is actually like, im an idiot today.

went on the uptown club ride tonight.  only four other guys went because it wasn't sunny but it turned out not too hot and not too cold it was good.  one place where we stopped along the road a old lady came out of her house and talked to us for a second, she was sorta scary.  i think i might need to get some clipless pedals.
sometime when someone talks to you, you really find out they are quite educated on what they are talking about.   sometimes people don't give themselves enough credit.
 

a tiny fly flew into my ear and it was buzzing in there. i tried to smoosh it with my finger but it wouldn't die and just kept buzzing. did that for a long time it was pretty annoying actually.
i oredered a egg sandwich from tim hortens and when the girl was making it i asked if i could get vegetables on there. she said "you have to ask if you want vegetables."
a guy at work found a baby kitten in the insolation under the trailor.

when i did highschool in hartland there was this little hill by the house which wasn't very big but in the wintertime if the snow was right you could get quite a bit of speed on a snowboard/sled. we would build jumps and jump over top of each other laying down (which is kinda weird now that i think about it.) anyway one time when the snow got hard packed this john guy jumped it with his bike. that was pretty funny. i dont think there was a point to that story. but i was biking in rockwood park today and i found all these wooden ramps up in the air which looked pretty ridiculous so i didnt try them. i kinda felt crappy because i ate a huge bowl of ice cream and two butter tarts. so i went home and ate a double cheese burger, which didnt help. anyway talking about this food reminded me i gotta go get some more food at the irving for tomorrows lunch.

well, saturday i tried kayaking for the first time. it was fun, if i had a car i would buy one probably. when i was out there on the lake i just started thinking about how hard life is. sitting out there relaxing on a sunny day you know. i bought a backpack that holds water. its pretty neat. yesterday i did some biking and went to see the movie sleepover. it was about these girls going into highschool and fighting with other girls about where they get to sit at lunchtime. there was a fat girl who had no self esteme and her skinny friend told her to find a guy who "liked brownies" too. then the fat girl ended up meeting a fat guy or whatever it was dumb.

well i have been in kingston now for four days, my sister is enjoying her course. I went to a resturaunt called Gusto, it had an incredible atmosphere, i ate some chicken pizza, i couldn't eat it all. right now i am the musem i think it might be closing soon so i must go. Cruising around in the PT Cruiser has been fun but i should have stayed in a hotel the veichle hasn't been that comfy.

Well I said I was going to tell you about two things I was deciding to do. The thruth is I didn't do either of them and ended up going to the saint john idol at the boardwalk which was just about as disapointing as the one i went to last year. when i was walking home a guy from college last year whos nickname was P-Dubs drove by and I went with him to see the movie spider man 2 which I think was just as good as the first one.
Yesterday I was somewhat bored so I walked over to wal-mart but didn't find anything to buy. I went over to sobeys and was picking up some food and it started raining and the power went out. This shut off their debit so I left the basket of food I had sitting in the front isle and walked over to the bank. When I came back it was still there. the girl at the register seemed frustrated and said it had been a long day or something. i usually buy my groceries at the city market but anyway. When I was going home on the bus and eating some dill pickles and cheese rice things i had bought, I started thinking about how people try so hard to make a good image for themselves. whats that word, a reputation. I wish I didn't have a reputation for anything, but thats probably impossible.
Marriage, you stand in front of a minister or priest or whatever and say you will never leave this woman. I don't think I know any girls I would want to live with, let alone be with until death do we part.

I went and hit some more golf balls today. Good waste of money. I think I hit more balls this time than last.
I wonder if it is okay to eat canned soup without heating it up. cause i just bought some for tomorrows lunch but i dont have anything to heat it up in.
today i saw a woman chase after her daughter who looked about four years old. the woman was out of shape and couldn't catch her and the daughter was giggling a lot about it.
i have two ideas of that i might do tomorrow, one is exciting, and one is boring. come back tomorrow night and i will let you know what happens.

Well the long weekend is over. Thursday night I went to a campground in grand manan with the family. Nothing too exciting happened but when it got kinda dark out i went out to this lighthouse and it was very foggy. The foghorn was loud and it was hard to see, and there is a bench out there and a pop machine so i drank some orange juice and sat on the bench it was good. oh and it rained friday morning so me and dust had fun biking in the rain. saturday i went canoeing with jordan around some lake. then after that we took some old typewriters into the woods and smashed them with sledge hammers that released some anger or something. watched that documentry in the theaters called supersize me about the guy who eats mcdonalds. thought it was pretty entertaining.